sun.

its all to familiar to be upsett about.
only her closest friends were ready, and it annoys them that the rest of the world wasnt.
I stayed up with her, fed her everything i had, it sometimes was like when a baby pukes up its food and then cries for more. Somedays around the third year i didnt have more but then i'd regain my strength because i loved her so much and could see her growing.
We both know too much to explain. I dont want to isolate, its not like that. Please please please please try to understand that i am trying as well.