"...as kids we need to establish some concrete things in our minds, concepts. simply because we dont know ourselves enough to be confident in any choice we make, so we need stable concepts to back them up. workin on my concepts, by scraping away at emotions is hard ass work. jesuschrist...i feel it see it do it, and thats still not enough. why cant i just trust the thumping in my chest. i dont know, i never do. all i'll ever be able to do is try my best and never give up. or maybe this is just the champane talking
ew when your father gives you alcohol you know somethings a tad off kilter.nah im just fine im just grand all i have to do, it all leads back to time and time again, that notion of just throwing my little face up to the sky and smiling brighter than the sun and leading my troop of imaginary soldiers off into the battle grounds of life.hahaha, ima freak. go to bed fiona."

- ninth grade fiona