Meredith i love you so fucking much and you will forever be inbeded within my arteries your seedlings aflying and adding volume to my blood so i can heal the things that i neglect within myself.
(i formed this notion back in seventh grade about how i hold onto people even when they believe their memory has died in my thoughts)
its an old one so i dont speak to you about it because i assume that since ive revised and revisited it so many times you have recieved some sway from the breath i give.
I wish i had a scrap book of all my epiphanies for you to look back on as you come to them yourself.
then you'd be more at peace with how i feel about you babyyylove.