It was my birthday i hadn't slept at all. I spent my night with patt rocky aids and katterbug but i wished it could have been meredith ceal and ruby. I spent the morning with ceal and prayed in the bathroom of javas then cried over my cup of granola because of something i sucked up on the way through the hallways or coming out of the doorway or in it. then walked myself home something beautiful. i came to our first parks one of the first ones maybe its just a garden and i looked at it and i looked at where i was going and what was pulling me and what day it was and how many things i have before me and around me and inside me yea thats what it was i looked at how many little pockets i have inside me and then thought about how thats roobez word like how he uses neuonces and how he uses ambience. yup then i cried and told the man with the clippers and the stalks of gerber daisy's it was beautiful and turned around to find him yelling at me to come pick a flower. God allmightly guys please pick the fucking flowers=]